This post represents a momentous victory that the Lord has allowed me to experience! I have a bit of a story to introduce it.
Since the two party days last week, we've managed to keep things neat and tidy on the first floor. So if you visited my home, you would feel a sense of warmth and peace.
But I don't feel it. I feel anxious and disarray.
I was going to clean up the dust and piles of stored "stuff" from the guest bedroom this week. That was my stated goal. But I didn't do it. I changed my mind.
Life has been changing for me the last couple of weeks with the advent of my parents needing more help managing things (mainly w/their finances), so I have a newfound need of getting
really organized, rapidly.
About a year ago, we got wireless internet, and my computer was the "main line." But the boys couldn't get an internet signal at their computers on their desks upstairs while my computer was downstairs on the far end of the house in the lovely, big room that I used as my office (we call it "the Library") and where we used to do homeschool when they were younger. So, last winter, I moved my computer (and thus my homeschool "office") up to the spare bedroom which I called my "craft room." My dh used to have all the bills and his paperwork piled up in the dining room, but this last week he decided to move into the Library and set up his office there. (*SNIFF SNIFF...I loved that room!)
Anyway, when I moved my office upstairs, slowly over the months all the paperwork that I did and the files that I kept in my old "Library" space moved upstairs into that little room with me. I never really set up a "system" up there, and stuff just piled up. On the desk, on the shelves, on the window sill. I knew where it all was, you know...just had to "dig" for things when I needed to find them! I have tried to clean up and organize this stuff a couple times before, but never really committed to the task, so it never got done; by the time my parents financial files came home with me these last 2 weeks, and added themselves to this small room, it was no longer a "little organization job," and I hit a wall.
No matter how clean the rest of my house appeared, the "heart" of my work now as a daughter and as a homeschooling mother was concentrated up in that little craft room...and it was an explosion of disorganized mess!
I decided to...clean up the craft room??? NO! I decided to go to Hobby Lobby and buy yarn so I could start knitting!!! YES! I thought,
"no matter how much work there is to do, it'll never be done, and I need an outlet, a break-place, and I want to start knitting!" So I planned a Thursday afternoon outing to the grocery store and then Hobby Lobby...and then the phone rang.
I don't really remember what the call was about, but it sent me to the computer. The computer reminded me of some Geometry stuff I had to check on for Bryan, and then it hit me...MATH TEAM! TODAY! NOW! WE HAVE TO LEAVE NOW TO MAKE IT FOR THE REQUIRED FIRST MEETING THAT STARTS IN 30 MINUTES!!! I hollared for Nathan, who grabbed his backpack and we jumped in the car for the 45 minute trip to where the team meets and "trains." So much for Hobby Lobby! The next day Nathan got hit with a whopper of a cold virus, and I had a full calendar
plus I wasn't feeling too good either, so there was no time to go yarn-shopping.
And the feelings of anxious disarray continued in my heart.
OK, Lord, I'm listening. I'll stop hiding. It's, time to get to the HEART of my lack of peace and my anxiousness...I need to get to this mess and take care of it, once and for all. I think He "blessed" us with this cold virus, which unfortunately kept me and Nathan home from a very sweet young lady-friend's wedding on Saturday...but fortunately was not severe enough to keep me sick in bed. I spent
hours and hours on Saturday in that little room, going through paper after paper, setting up more online accounts to handle my parents' needs, filing and logging high school work for both boys, recycling and shredding and pitching, and
digging out.
I worked in here on Sunday. I worked in here today (Monday). It is now Monday evening at 7:45pm, and...PRAISE THE LORD...it is done. And thank you to
Shani for the Tackle-It Tuesday push!
OK, friends...you've read the story. Now, up to the craft room we go:
BEFORE:
What you see, above, is about 12 years worth of photos that I have to go through.
This silly file cabinet's drawers will not stay closed! Every time I open the closet door, they pop open. Guess the room is tilted.
This was where I've been struggling to manage the paperwork for a homeschool high school, plus taking over my parents' financial matters to help them. The cause of many feelings of disarray and anxiousness.
DURING:
(At times it looked worse "during," but it's because things were no longer in bundles and piles...the layers of those onions were being "peeled back," revealing the mountains of stuff...but again, when I tackle-it, I don't just shift piles. I want it either put in its permanent place, or out of the house entirely...like, in the trash/recycling or given away.)
Each son has two of these 5-inch binders FILLED with "proof" of their homeschool high school credits!
The other small binders have the paperwork (taxes) for their home-based sharpening business.
Yaaaaaah, I help run two home-based business out of this little room, too!!!
Once everything was decluttered, picked up, dusted, and filed away, I began to vacuum away all of the dust (yes, my old friend from the window replacement job...that dust was still in this room, so all those pieces of clutter had to be dusted, too) from the walls, baseboards, and furniture, and from the sewing machine. Then the carpet was vacuumed, and then the boys helped me with a little furniture rearranging.
OK,
Christine, my organizational-genius-friend, get ready to get goosebumps (she does that with before and after pictures):
AFTER:
File cabinet came out of the closet! It's drawers stay shut, and it holds my modem, wireless router, tissues, parents' and business checkbooks, and computer ink cartriges on top, and sewing/knitting patterns in the drawers. I plan to buy some hanging file folders that fit the big drawer so I can organize current school assignments and store them in there while they await grading or filing at the end of the semester. The red Trader Joe's bag has folders from my Dad's file cabinet that I still have to go through and put up online. By the end of the month I hope to have that task done, and the bag will be gone.

The teakwood trunk was buried under the 12 years of photos before! Now it holds sewing projects in progress on one side, and projects I need to start next on the other. Eventually it will probably hold all my fabrics on one side. The photos all got carried down to a long craft table in my basement, along with all the empty photo albums that were up on the top shelf above my desk. (Thanks, Bryan and Nathan, for hauling that load!) I'll get to them, eventually!
Closet (minus the file cabinet!)
On the closet floor here are framed pictures that will eventually be hung up, and the gold thing is the window treatment that needs different hardware before we can put it up on the new window...the frame is different, so it can't hang the way it was before. I sure hope we can reuse it, it wasn't cheap.
Next Week's Goal
It seems like each week I say I'll do the guest bedroom next. This time, I think I might just say that my next goal will be something less physically exhausting...like getting my folks' needs met. There's a lot going on right now, with some new "layers" added just today, and I think I just need to focus on them and make sure that they are going to be okay, and that I have everything taken care of for them here. I also want to maintain what I've gotten cleaned up (the downstairs is already filled with dust and dog hair which is floating around all over everywhere...nothing like a labrador retriever and hardwood floors). It's not a small house, and it takes me about 45 minutes to dust and vacuum the first floor if I do it myself w/o help.
So that's what I'm gonna do. Oh yes...I also plan to make it to Hobby Lobby for that yarn...LORD willing!
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